Tuesday, October 22, 2013

A fuckin' broken record


I'm not doing well, man...again. It's, like, a fuckin' broken record or something. Fuck, man, I just don't know. I need to get help from somewhere, see another counselor or something. This ain't good. I'm depressed and angry and living in, in...it's kinda poverty, you know?

I'm thinking about suicide more and more lately...not that I'd ever do it, because I fuckin' wouldn't -- I really want that to be clear, that I won't kill myself -- but this thinking about it this much isn't healthy. It's become my default setting, and that can't be good.

Thanks for listening, man. You're a good guy.


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