genius or a fool

I look at the life I've lived so far
and wonder why I don't hit the bars
I must be a genius or a fool
I've made every mistake 
that you could make
but I'm still out there on the take
I must be a genius or a fool

          my friends all say I know one thing for certain
          something you should have always known
          you're always gonna be the one who's hurtin'
          if you insist you're doing fine alone

I don't know and I  don't care
I'm busy playing solitaire
I must be a genius or a fool
lock me in
turn out the lights
I'll be staying in tonight
I must be a genius or a fool