I'm one of those people

I'm one of those people
who doesn't learn from his mistakes
I try to do the best I can
but more problems I make
I have to do everything twice
or three times or four
and if that ain't enough
I can do everything some more
help me here
I don't want to be dumb
but the longer I live
that's what I've become

I'm one of those people
who doesn't let people in
I may look polite and social
but I can't wait to go home again
take the bus to my apartment
walk in and lock you out
shut the blinds and windows
that's what life is about
help me here
I'm out on my own
but the longer I live
I don't want to be alone

          but how can I change?
          I don't have a clue
          I'm one of those people
          who wants to be a person like you

I'm one of those people
who just can't believe in himself
I've spent my life looking
for opportunities to be someone else
I've studied statistics
I've read all the books
but when I pass by the mirror
I'm afraid to look
help me here
help me to see
that it's not a punishment
to be me

I'm one of those people
who's been a loser for so long
teach me a lesson
tell me I'm wrong