until now

and you spoke to me with kindness
even though I was a stranger
I have seen my share of violence
but I never felt in danger
until now
I am finding I am changing
though I swear I don't know how
I never thought I was deserving
of what living would allow
until now

and the world keeps revolving
in its orbit 'round the sun
I could have used some problem solving
when everything was said and done
until now
I am finding I'm at home
back behind the plow
I never thought I was deserving
with my back against the wall
until now
until now
until now