I won't start

I am trying to do two things at once

and it just isn't working

I cannot do anything and listen to you

at the same time

I remember all you've done

and the times that I spent hurting

you've taken every single thing

I describe as peace of mind

              I get older but I don't get smart

              I get the return of a broken heart

              this is ending and I won't start

              with you