Missed opportunities and rejections

I'm having one of those nights, man. You know, when your whole past is missed opportunities and rejections and your future is a fuckin' mess filled with missed opportunities and rejections.

So farmboy, what are you going to do about it.

I'm gonna try to sleep, or listen to a podcast, or watch TV or something. I know this mood and it's fuckin' useless, man. So it's best if I just move on. Get a fresh start in the morning.

How much of this is because of your condition right now?

Really, not much. I'm no stranger to this shit, you know. I gotta concentrate on the songwriting and the joy I have doing it instead of whatever I hope the end result would be. That's what I need to pay attention to. And that -- the songwriting -- that's going good now. And you know, when that goes well my life is a whole lot happier, man.