fine now

it was not a good surprise
I was traumatized
I had to shut my eyes
the whole entire time
when they took me in
I felt sorry for my skin
I could feel the bones within
but they weren't mine
they were not mine
they took me for a ride
they wheeled me inside
but I never cried
until I crossed that line
when I could finally see
my legs give out on me
I didn't know gravity
could be so unkind
and I went down down down
to the floor
I went down down down
where I had never been before
I didn't know
where I would go
I didn't know
what when or how
but don't worry
I'm fine now
I'm fine now 

now I could not pretend
that this was the end
I was told I would mend
after a long long time
but it was plain to see
what was in front of me
my fuckin' memory
would not stay behind
and it was not a friend
it had a tale to spin
over and over again
taking over my mind
I could not set it free
it was taking me
to a foreign country
where I could not read the signs
and I went down down down
in my sleep
down down down
and I prayed the Lord to keep
I didn't know
where I would go
I didn't know
what was allowed
but don't worry
don't worry
I'm fine now
I'm fine now