This making-an-album thing

This is all so fuckin' weird, man, this making-an-album thing. I've kinda let go of the creative control and letting it go where it needs to go. I mean, I should be scared shitless. And in a way I am. But not really. I feel like I should be doubting myself. But I'm trying to reach past that stuff. I know what needs to be done and I just need to do it. I'm glad that the CD release show is soon, July 19. I go back into the studio on Thursday.

I've been taking all of this on faith, I mean all the financial stuff. I still don't know how I'm gonna pay for the manufacturing. But II've got this idea of what this album can be and I'm happy with that. As a fuckin' artist, I mean. I'm sorta thrilled.

You sound hopeful, farmboy. That's great.

Yeah, it is. I'm trying it on. It's kinda new for me.