all your fault

nothing matters
whatever I do is meaningless
my heart is shattered
and there's nothing I can do, I guess
you keep hoping
you keep praying
you see all your plans
derailing
you should have known better
this is all your fault

nothing matters
all your hard work is in vain
your soul is battered
and not a thread of hope remains
you keep dreaming
you keep wishing
you can't give yourself
permission
you should have known better
this is all your fault