I'm all stressed now

Man, the day has just started and I'm already under so much fuckin' stress. My brother wants me to go to his house, which I would normally love to do, but we're in a fuckin' pandemic. It sounds so risky to me. I don't know what to do, but I wish they had never thought of this idea. So I don't think I'm going to go. But I feel like a jerk for not going. 

I've got plumbing problems which won't be fixed until Monday at the latest. And a friend of mine called at 6:30 this morning because she feels overwhelmed. Well, I'm feeling overwhelmed, too. Please don't call me at 6:30 in the fuckin' morning.

I'm all stressed now.

Do you think you need to take a Klonopin?

I just took one. Hopefully it will kick in soon. I don't think I need to remove myself from the situation or smoke weed or anything. I can go about my day and play guitar and stuff. I need to find a book I can disappear into.

How's the music going, farmboy?

Pretty good. I've been playing a lot, and sometimes I think it's beginning to show. I hope it is. I'm playing almost everything I've completed in the past four years or so. I hoping to make a video this week that I can post online. It seems like everyone is doing it, and I'd like to be among them. I have a new song that I could maybe get in shape for it.

Believe me, man, I wish this was all over. I am so fuckin' scared. 

We all are, farmboy.

I know. I'm glad you're around to talk to. You've been a real help.