guilty as sin

I'm sitting in the bathtub
with my clothes on
and I'm completely afraid to move
'cause when I move
bad things happen
mistakes and bad luck
that cannot be removed
so here I am
here I remain
no one to call me
by a number or a name
anyway
the verdict is the same
where to begin?
guilty as sin

Working for nothing

Fuckin' world.

What's wrong with the world, farmboy?

You name it. Stupid world. 

I'm just frustrated, man. I've been walking, doing to the gym, eating correctly, and I've only three pounds in the last two months. Three fuckin' pounds! It's the fuckin' story of my life, man. You work and you work and you work and there are no results.

Actually, you lost three pounds...

Okay, almost no results.Whatever.

I'm just so fuckin' sick of this. This working for nothing. It's like a metaphor for my alleged music career. Or anything else. I'm a fuckin' loser, man.

No, you're not, farmboy.

Whatever.

chores

I got chores
they've taken over my mind
tugging at my sleeves
nagging to remold me
there's more
chores
left undone
my chores
have escalated
they make everything 
complicated
my chores
have scored
a home run

          call 911
          emergency
          my inner will is breaking
          I say "you're not the boss of me"
          my chores say "you're mistaken"

I got chores
they run me around
every step I take
feels like a thousand pounds
oh Lord
I can't take any more
chores

born middle aged rewrite

I was born middle aged
I don't remember being young
I was born middle aged
I don't remember being young
service was my future
bitterness my native tongue

you are not men

you are not men
I don't know what you are
but you are not men
all the shit that you're consuming
the women you treat like they're not human
seems like you have no room in
your alleged heart
for any form of decency

trust

this is how it goes in my life:

I don't trust you
I don't trust you
I don't trust you
I don't trust you

I trust you

hey, where're you going?

yes in a world of no #2

everyone's heartbroken
and somehow still go on
looking for a sign of hope
when all hope is gone
I need to keep on pushing
a voice inside says so
it says be on the lookout
for yes in a world of no
yes in world of no