you know the drill

it's another day
of nothing good happening
like the day before

Imaginary life

How are you, farmboy? Haven't heard from you for a while.

I'm not good, man. I'm going through the same old fuckin' shit. You know, the thing of putting in hard work and effort and then coming up empty. You take chances, you do your work, and then nothing fuckin'  happens.

What is this about, farmboy?

Well, this time it's about fitness and losing weight and shit, but it doesn't matter. I'm just a fuckin' failure at everything.

No, you're not.

Am too!

I live a fuckin' imaginary life, man, filled with imaginary friends and an imaginary music career and an imaginary body and mind like other people's bodies and minds.

So fuckin it. I'm so fuckin' tired of this. I just took a Klonopin, now I'm smoking weed. Maybe I'll sleep, then wake up and eat the forbidden tortilla chips I bought.

This is my life, man.

story of my life

nothing is worse than
working coming to nothing
like it always does

yes in a world of no (new verse)

sometimes I wake up in the morning
and fear I've wasted my time
believing some sense of freedom
is something that I'll never find
but like wildflowers in springtime
I'll plant my roots and grow
and continue walking on my path
for a yes in a world of no

are you satisfied

nothing is good enough for you
especially me and everything I do
I don't live up to your impossible standards
okay, everything you say is true
now do you feel happy
knowing all the tears I cried?
now do you feel that nice warm glow
you've always wanted to feel inside?
are you satisfied?
are you satisfied?

that Taylor Swift song

that Taylor Swift song
has taken over my brain
pop hooks always win

yes in a world of no (one more possible verse)

I've faced a million troubles
and brother, so have you
it seems sometimes 
we live our lives
with nothing better to do
than sit among the wild weeds
that grows in the cracks in the road
thinking and dreaming 
and scheming away
for a yes in a world of no