Thursday, January 6, 2022

I will be your friend


you can be silent now
it's okay
I won't look
the other way
we don't need to talk
about when or why
sometimes you can't 
help but cry
crying happens now and then
I will be your friend
I will be your friend

you can be
whoever you like
I won't shine
a searching light
I will accept
who you need to be
if you accept
the part of me
that doesn't need to pretend
I will be your friend
I will be your friend

          and when the night is cloudy
          and hope is nowhere to be found
          if you will allow me
          I will stick around

you can stand alone
I know that's true
but if you need someone
I'm right in front of you
I know how to listen
I will be there
don't be frightened
don't be scared
I will stay with you until the end
I will be your friend
I will be your friend


every morning I wake up


every morning I wake up
and I don't want to get out of bed
every morning I wake up
pull the pillows over my head
I don't want to face the day
lots of danger out there for me
people arguing about this and that
why can't they just let it be
every morning I wake up
and I'm on my own
every morning I wake up
and I want to stay home

every morning I get up
and I feel like I can't win
every morning I get up
I'm depressed once again
where I'm going, I do not know
what I know is that I'm not okay
living appears to be harder
when you're like this everyday
every morning I wake up
and I just want to sleep
every morning I wake up
the blues are mine to keep


Wednesday, January 5, 2022

I went to the doctor


I went to the doctor
she said "My, you're so healthy"
I said that's a load off my mind
with the way I've been living
I'm feeling so grateful
I don't want to leave life behind
I went home on the bus
it was raining and cold
and I thought about
what it means to be so old
"age is just a number"
that I've been told
but I'm not sure that it's true


Tuesday, January 4, 2022

raindrops on my glasses


raindrops on my glasses
for some reason, I can't see
the roadblocks and the turnstiles
that wait in front of me
I'm tripping in a puddle
my shoes are soaking wet
and I am walking these battered streets
to see if I can forget

no matter what I think about
I can't get you off my mind
even though I keep walking way
I'm still falling behind
they rain, it keeps on falling
and me, I do not care
to get you off my mind
I would walk anywhere

raindrops on my glasses
you still in my thoughts
it would be so much better
if you were someone I've forgot
I will go home soon
drenched and cold as snow
it would be so much better
if you were someone I didn't know


Monday, January 3, 2022

Jacob's ladder


I am trying
as hard as I can
I am climbing Jacob's ladder
but I am only a man
there's not much that is sadder
than to see my limitations
I ignore them and move on
it's a long way and it's dark
but I can see the dawn
I keep on moving
I cannot stop
until I 
reach the top
I am climbing
as high as I can


Sunday, January 2, 2022

loserville


I stayed in bed this morning
until it turned into afternoon
this winter's so cold
and I'm feeling so old
that I don't know what to do
wake me up
fill my coffee cup
with something that will keep me warm
it's another day in loserville
keep me free from harm
keep me free from harm


Saturday, January 1, 2022

when I was lost


when I was lost
you found me as a helpless child
where wolves and dragons run wild
and no one is round me
I paid the cost
I stood behind a doorless wall
gazing at the unfairness of it all
until you found me

          will you keep me
          free from harm
          will you keep me
          safe and warm