Wednesday, January 26, 2022

where we had once begun


my feet stand firmly
on the cold hard ground
it feels so strange
not having you around
the days seemed endless
when we were young
I wish we could go back there
where we had just begun

I sit with my family
in the front row
funerals
they always go so slow
goodbye to you now
you'll always be number one
I wish we could go back there
where we had just begun

I remember those days
when we were just kids
I look back
on the things that we did
I never thought they would end
like the laughter on our tongues
I wish we could go back there
where we had just begun

I hang my head in sorrow
I think of way back then
I listen to the priest
and I whisper amen
a handful of dirt
and my day will be done
I wish we could go back there
where we had just begun


Tuesday, January 25, 2022

I just want to go home (rewrite 2)


my hair was black
and now it's gray
days of my youth
have long gone away
leaving me
out here alone
I just want to go home

my legs may be slow
and they still get around
but reasons for moving
don't seem to be found
leaving me
with a body of stone
I just want to go home

           days pass by
           in the blinking of an eye
           at my age they go so fast
           days pass by
           without reasons why
           until they become the past

my mind was active
my movements were swift
now thoughts of hope
are too heavy to lift
leaving me
with a future unknown
I just want to go home

where have I gone
where will I go
questions with answers
that I'll never know
leaving me
chilling me to the bone
I just want to go home


Monday, January 24, 2022

I just want to go home (rewrite 1)


my hair was black
and now it's gray
days of my youth
have long gone away
leaving me
so all alone
I just want to go home

my legs are slow
they still get around
but reasons for moving
don't seem to be found
leaving me
with a body of stone
I just want to go home

           days pass by
           in the blink of an eye
           at my age they go so fast
           days pass by
           without reasons why
           until they become the past

my mind was active
my movements were swift
now thoughts of youth
are too heavy to lift
leaving me
too tired to roam
I just want to go home

where have I gone
where will I go
all these have answers
that I'll never know
leaving me
with the future unknown
I just want to go home


Sunday, January 23, 2022

I just want to go home


my hair was black
now it is gray
days of youth
have long gone away
leaving me
feeling so alone
I just want to go home

my legs are slow
but they still get around
but reasons for moving
don't seem to be found
leaving me
with a body of stone
I just want to go home

           days pass by
           in the blink of an eye
           they days, they go so fast
           days pass by
           without reasons why
           so they become the past

my mind was active
my movements were swift
now thoughts of youth
are too heavy to lift
leaving me
too tired to roam
I just want to go home

where have I gone
where will I go
all these are answers
that I'll never know
leaving me
with desire unknown
I just want to go home


Saturday, January 22, 2022

broken wheels


all I have now are
broken wheels
I cannot get around
I'm lost inside these fields
of hate and sorrow
pain and misery
what in the blazes
is wrong with me

I once was young
I once had promise
but those days are gone
if we're being honest
now I just wait
for something to do
I wish to God
that I could be like you


Friday, January 21, 2022

peaceful


I want to feel peaceful
in body and mind
I want to look inward
and see what I find
am I pure evil?
am I a saint?
am I just nothing
or something I ain't?

I want to feel peaceful
in action and thought
but I don't want to be
something I'm not
I want to live free
of bad luck and strife
I just want a little more
out of this life

I want to feel peaceful
put my mind at rest
to find peace of mind
is my only request
I'll travel the world
and the seven seas
all I ask
is won't you help me please


Thursday, January 20, 2022

hoping I could


I tried to call you
but your line was busy
I know you were talking to
the fella in your life
I was hoping I could
take you with me
I was hoping I could
somehow make us right

I tried to tell you
I apologize
I was hoping you would
take me back
I saw the look of hurt
and anger in your eyes
when heartbreak appears
it's on the attack