Friday, October 14, 2022

I keep walking


the rain may fall down
the wind, it can blow
the sun may beat down
but still I must go
I keep walking
I keep on pushing through
I keep walking
right on home to you

the news may be awful
it usually does
if you ask me why
I'll just say because
I keep walking
I do the best I can do
I keep walking
right on home to you

          there are cars on the freeway
          freight trains on the track
          but I'll keep walking to you
          and I'm never going back

I hope that you are waiting
that you'll be there when I come
and I'm never looking backwards
at where I'm coming from
I keep walking
like I'm going to Timbukto
I keep walking
right back home to you

          there are skateboards on the sidewalk
          and scooters on the street
          neither one of those
          I never hope to meet

the rain may fall down
the wind, it can blow
with everything around me
there's one thing that I know
I keep walking
just like I always do
I keep walking
right on home to you


Thursday, October 13, 2022

surrounded by angels


all of my life
I've been surrounded by angels
protecting me
from the voices in my head
lifting me
from the worrying and dread
I've felt all my days
it's more than right
when you're surrounded by angels
pushing me on
beyond what I see
believing I matter
believing what I can be
with faith that leaves me amazed

          with all the good I've left undone
          why am I the lucky one

life can be good
when you're surrounded by angels
people who care
even if they don't know you
still standing there
not looking below you
sheltering you from the cold
life is what it should be
you're surrounded by angels
following you
wherever you travel
if you think you're seeing
your life unravel
undoing all the lies you've been told

          all this good I don't understand
          I am a wealthy man


Wednesday, October 12, 2022

what am I supposed to do now?


I started out fine
but it got worse from there
when the news hit me
I shook my head unaware
before you left me
I knew that you would
our lives together
added up to no good
now I have the blues
only you would allow
what am I supposed to do now?

it was your only decision
to set me free
but I gave no permission
I didn't agree
you just left me stranded
out here on my own
with no place to go
destination unknown
now I must stand alone
but I don't think I know how
what am I supposed to do now?

the only question
I'm asking of you
is won't you inform me
that the words aren't true
I should have predicted
our love wouldn't last
I don't know the future
I'm ignoring the past
I watch as you're taking
your final bow
what am I supposed to do now?


Tuesday, October 11, 2022

every newborn day


every newborn day
another chance to start over
this time you'll be sober
your intentions are good
maybe you'll be okay
there's no need to be alarmed
maybe this time's the charm
you always knew that you could
and if it doesn't happen
there's nothing to say
you start over every day
and each day after that
maybe if you keep trying
someday you'll succeed
and you'll meet every need
it depends on where you're at
it's going to happen anyway
every newborn day


Monday, October 10, 2022

nobody remembers me (rewrite 2)


I used to live here
once upon a time
I think of the friends
I used to call mine
now there's loneliness
where joy used to be
nobody remembers me

long, long ago
before I grew old
I had a future
a story untold
so far away
that I could not see
nobody remembers me

          I once had a life
          filled with good times and friends
          I would do anything
          to have that again

I once was a young man
I had promise and proof
of a life of fast fortune
in the days of my youth
where have my dreams gone
now they're history
nobody remembers me

now the days still to come
are finally here
and my final minutes
are following near
it will not be long now
until I am free
nobody remembers me
nobody remembers me


Sunday, October 9, 2022

another day


I wish it was another day
I've had enough of this
wasting all my precious time
it's always hit or miss
so let the night come calling
let dreams fill my head
I've had too much of today
it's time to go to bed

if it was another day
I could start all over 
maybe get it right this time
try to get to know her
maybe I wont be lonely
maybe love will come my way
maybe I will drown in sorrow
maybe I will be okay

          every day turns out the same
          and I'm the only one to blame
          good luck just won't let me in
          nothing to do but try again

take me to another day
where something will go right
I am tired of waiting through
each lost and lonely night
with every minute I lose all my hope
that much is clear
I wish it was another day
I guess it's getting near


Saturday, October 8, 2022

nobody remembers me (rewrite 1)


I used to live here
once upon a time
I think of the friends
I used to call mine
now there's loneliness
where joy used to be
nobody remembers me

long, long ago
before I grew old
I had a future
a story untold
and it was so far away
that I could not see
nobody remembers me

          I once had a life
          filled with good times and friends
          I would do anything
          to have that again

I don't know what happened
now I am alone
thinking too much
about people I've known
where have they gone
now they're history
nobody remembers me

now I am old
and there's no one around
friendship and love
are nowhere to be found
I'm locked in myself
and I'll never be free
nobody remembers me
nobody remembers me