Tuesday, March 7, 2023

what's gonna become of me?


I keep waiting for it to happen
and I don't even know what it is
I've been waiting all my life
I don't know if I'm winning
or if I've even taken the quiz
I don't know what is wrong or right
I was born in the state of confusion
now I'm running towards any light
that I may see
what's gonna become of me?

I search the night time
to see if my spirit's alive
every cranny and nook
I do my very best
to see if I can even survive
I'm going to take a second look
I was born with both eyes open
Lord knows I could write a book
of my history
what's gonna become of me?


Monday, March 6, 2023

tell me I'm wrong (rewrite 1)


I don't believe in love
I don't think it really exists
it's only a word to remind me
of everything I've missed
another way to tell me
that I don't belong
do me a favor
tell me I'm wrong

          tell me I'm wrong
          inform me of my worth
          tell me I'm wrong
          that I belong here on this earth

I never view the bright side
darkness is all I see
an endless night of worry
is always inside me
why do I feel so weak
when I need to be strong
give me a reason
tell me I'm wrong

          tell me I'm wrong
          give me some advice today
          tell me I'm wrong
          maybe these blues will go away

I don't believe in love
it's been taken away from me
I know it's in the shadows
but it's too dark to see
help me feel something
I should have felt all along
I don't want to be right
tell me I'm wrong
tell me I'm wrong
tell me I'm wrong


Sunday, March 5, 2023

why'd you have to go away


I wish I had kept your message on the machine
I need to hear your voice every now and then
it's too lonesome here living without you
still, I'm glad you used to be my friend
I miss you now that you're no longer here
I wasn't ready for you to leave
but time goes on and people say goodbye
now it's my turn to grieve

          why'd you have to leave this earth
          I think about you every day
          now I'm crying for all it's worth
          why'd you have to go away


Saturday, March 4, 2023

you might want to know


I thought I had a chance
maybe I still do
maybe I could dance
with the likes of you
we could be romantic
dance all close and slow
I just might be someone
you might want to know

          you might want to know
          the fool I am
          stuck inside a traffic jam
          you might want to know
          if it's true
          that I am stone in love with you
          uh-huh-huh


Friday, March 3, 2023

set you free


all the joy inside of me
has never found a home
I look around at all I see
my path is still unknown
I long for your loving
though it's not meant to be
I'm doing this for my own sake
I will set you free

there is not a future
for me without you here
all my plans and dreams
have gone and disappeared
leaving me with nothing
positive to see
so I am running from you
I will set you free

          go and do what you want to
          I won't be around
          after what my heart's been through
          I want to be safe and sound

you set a spark inside me
that hurt me to the bone
maybe the best way for me
is to spend my life alone
I am not the one you want
I'm sure you'd agree
you don't need me anymore
I will set you free


Thursday, March 2, 2023

tell me I'm wrong (new version)


I don't believe in love
I don't think it really exists
it's only a word to remind me
of all the joy I've missed
another way to tell me
that I don't belong
do me a favor
tell me I'm wrong

I never view the bright side
darkness is all I see
an endless night of worry
is always inside me
I always feel weak
when I must be strong
give me a reason
tell me I'm wrong

          tell me I'm wrong
          inform me of my worth
          tell me I'm wrong
          my home is on this earth

let me feel some love
deep down in my soul
show me there's a better way
to learn to lose control
help me know inside my heart
there lives a sacred song
l need to find some hope 
tell me I'm wrong

          tell me I'm wrong
          give me some advice today
          tell me I'm wrong
          maybe these blues will go away

I don't believe in love
it's been taken away from me
I know it's in the shadows
but it's too dark to see
help me to feel something
I should have felt all along
I need to hear this from you
tell me I'm wrong
tell me I'm wrong


Wednesday, March 1, 2023

some things never last


take off your headphones
and listen to me
you may not like it
and you may not agree
I'm declaring my own independence
you've been bossing me around
for far too long
but now I'm back
where I belong
for you I am no longer in attendance
it's been a long, long time
since you demanded you were mine
now I'm free and feeling fine
and you are in the past
some things never last