Thursday, May 2, 2024

sweet yesterdays


all my sweet yesterdays
I can see them in my mind
all the people in my past
all the ones I've left behind
they return now and I smile
hoping they will stay a while
keeping me from being alone
coming back to take me home

lost inside of memory
I remember you back then
singing songs down at the beach
you were more than just a friend
when I heard you went away
there was nothing I could say
I could not pretend to know
tell me why you had to go

          you were falling
          and I could not see a thing
          you were falling
          and I could not see a thing

the mistakes that I have made
they come back to haunt me now
they overtake my thoughts
and I really don't know how
this is not the way it seems
they never visit in my dreams
except now they come into view
and all I really know is you

          you were falling
          and I could not see a thing
          you were falling
          and I could not see a thing

all my sweet yesterdays
I will never get my fill
I still have them in my mind
and I know I always will
and I know I always will

          

Wednesday, May 1, 2024

hiding place


the night is frozen
it's as still as an unknown breeze
it's what has been chosen
it'll bring you to your knees
you say "where am I?"
but you know just where you are
in the blink of an eye
in the falling of a star

          you are here
          exactly where you've been
          someday you will return
          to the hiding place again

everything is broken
nothing is the same
all these words unspoken
except the sound of your own name
you say "who am I?"
but the answer doesn't come
all you can do is try
the trial has begun

          you are here
          exactly where you've been
          someday you will return
          to the hiding place again


Tuesday, April 30, 2024

everything changes


let's take it day by day
minute by minute
let's look at the day
and see what's in it
it could be the future
It could be the past
all I know is
it will not last

           because everything changes
           no one is to blame
           everything changes
           nothing stays the same


Monday, April 29, 2024

for my own behalf


I never have been listened to 
in all my days on earth
everybody thinks they know 
what's best for me
they tell me that I'm always wrong 
and that I have no worth
they see my faults
but they don't know the rest of me
and that is why 
I'm leaving town today
one last goodbye 
and I'll be on my way

          I'm going where I can be alone
          with no one else around
          somewhere I can walk on my own path
          I'm going to find my own way home
          where I can hear the sound
          of my thoughts all for my own behalf


Sunday, April 28, 2024

take me home


I just wanted to make magic
like the ones before me did
imitating others
because I was just a kid
I was learning from my elders
polishing my craft
going higher and higher
for my own behalf

          take me home
          I want to feel that feeling again
          take me home
          somewhere I don't have to pretend
          I've had my adventures
          out in the great unknown
          all I need from you
          is for you to take me home


Saturday, April 27, 2024

somebody new


I don't want to be someone else
but I don't want to be myself
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
someone with no future
someone with no past
someone with something that will always last
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new

          I'm tired of the same old same old
          I'm tired of the same old thing
          I'm tired of everybody
          I'm tired of everything

don't tell me I just need to calm down
I need somebody else around
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
give me a reason and a bottle of wine
I need some hope in this life of mine
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new

          I'm tired of the life I'm living
          I'm tired of the things I do
          I'm tired of this world around me
          I'm tired of you

I'm gonna take a look around me
I'm glad dissatisfaction has found me
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
I'm not the man that you've always known
I'm looking for a brand new home
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
somebody new


Friday, April 26, 2024

I keep dreaming


I need to dream
it's a problem I have
because no matter where I am
I can't be satisfied
I just can't help it
I need it so bad
it's a feeling inside me
that cannot be denied

          so I keep dreaming
          like a natural born fool
          I don't know what else to do
          'cause my dreams 
          always lead me back 
          to you