Sunday, October 31, 2021

movies


are you going to the movies
what are you going to see
I hope it is something good
an epic of history
you are leaving your apartment
you are locking the front door
you are going to see something
that you've never seen before

are you going to the movies
is it okay if I come along
life is rough and a dark theater
is exactly where I belong
someone else's imagination
is what I'm looking to find
I need to go see something
that is outside my own mind


Saturday, October 30, 2021

what do you want from me (rewrite 1)


what do you want me to do
I've done all that I could
this isn't one of those movies
they crank out of Hollywood
this is real life
this is not TV
what do you want from me

what do you want me to say
I've said too may words
everything I say is only
endless nouns and verbs
I will only say the truth
I hear it sets you free
what do you want from me

what do you want me to think
I've thought way too much
we've both been talking
what I need is a human touch
take a look outside yourself
tell me what do you see
what do you want from me


Friday, October 29, 2021

I can't wait


it's been a long, long day
nothing is going right
Lord, help this day to end
turn it into night
when I can see my baby
wearing something great
I can't wait
I can't wait

when the sun goes down
and the moon rises up
and a night with you
that's enough
that's all I need
to appreciate
I can't wait
I can't wait

          and when the moon is high
          I will kiss your lips
          your hand in mine
          your fingertips

it's been a long, long day
but now it's through
time to come on
back home to you
let me punch the time clock
I know I can't be late
I can't wait
I can't wait


Thursday, October 28, 2021

good old friend


where have you gone
good old friend
now I look for you
in my memories
how I miss you
good old friend
remember when we did
whatever we would please
I hope I see you someday
but the winds of fate don't answer me
the gospel songs tell me
we'll meet again
just wait and see
friendship doesn't come to an end
good old friend
you're still with me


Wednesday, October 27, 2021

what do you want from me


what do you want me to do
I've done all that I could
this isn't one of those movies
they crank out of Hollywood
this is real life
this is not TV
what do you want from me

what do you want me to say
I've said too may words
everything I say from now on
will only make you disturbed
I will only say the truth
I hear it sets you free
what do you want from me

          I have so many questions
          not an answer can be found
          there is nothing in my mind

what do you want me to think
all I know is I've thought too much
we've both done too much thinking
what I would give for just a touch
take a look outside yourself
tell me what do you see
what do you want from me


Tuesday, October 26, 2021

damn these intrusive thoughts


damn these intrusive thoughts
insanity is all I've got
when these little shitheads are here
bouncing upward to and fro
no particular place to go
except for moving forward in my ears
telling me "This is the law
and you did everything you saw
you're guilty and we sentence you to life"
damn these intrusive thoughts
my only sin is I got caught
it tell me that the future ain't so nice


Monday, October 25, 2021

as the day comes to an end


as the day comes to an end
I think about my failures
nothing I have done today
will make no difference tomorrow
life is a rough and rocky sea
and I am just a sailor
riding out the vicious waves
of pain and fear and sorrow

          help me if you please
          I'm feeling diseased
          and I will not make it though
          I don't know where I am
          everything depends on you

as the day comes to an end
I count all my misgivings
nothing I have done today
will find its worth tomorrow
everything I've ever done
all that I've been living
is just another debt to owe
on what I had to borrow

          help me if you please
          I'm down on my knees
          and I don't know what to do
          I don't know who I am
          everything depends on you