Thursday, March 31, 2022

turn to you


every day 
is more and more frustrating
I spend all my time
hoping and waiting
so one day passes
and then another one
with every breath
I feel my life has just begun
I don't know what I can do
this is why I turn to you

everyday
I feel the wheels inside me turn
in each one, there exists
another lesson to learn
so I learn that lesson
then another one comes along
when it comes down to it
it's the same old song
that I hear each day and evening, too
this is why I turn to you

          so show me what you've learned
          point me to the way
          everything is so hard and slow
          and still it's just another day

everyday
I do what I'm supposed to do
I'm comforted and confused
when I think of you
give me a reason
show me a sign
all I need's
a little peace of mind
the only hope that I will make it through
this is why I turn to you


Wednesday, March 30, 2022

this poor world


look at the headlines
turn on the news
log on the internet
whatever you choose
late in the evening
start of the day
nothing but trouble
and what can you say

          this poor world
          this poor world
          running in place
          with the human race
          this poor world

don't look at intentions
don't use common sense
no need for neighbors
erect your fence
close all your windows
lock all the doors
you're always afraid
but you don't know what for

          this poor world
          this poor world
          where we don't hide
          the evil inside
          this poor world

empty your pockets
of any sign of hope
there's nothing to do
no way we can cope
we will just sigh
say that's how it is
what's mine is yours
and yours is his

          this poor world
          this poor world
          running in place
          with the human race
          this poor world


all I really want


all I really want
is to be happy
in being myself

all my life
I have wanted to be
somebody else
and that got me nowhere

except envy 
and jealousy
and those other emotions
I still don't understand

so let me be done with it
take the yearning away
so I can finally experience
myself

in ways
I never could have imagined


Tuesday, March 29, 2022

I'm okay


I'm okay
nothing to see here
it's just a temporary problem
that will be over soon
I'm okay
it's just a broken heart
it'll be all tight
if you give it lots of room
to cry, complain, and moan
about living in a danger zone
trying my best from day to day
I'm okay

I'm just fine
no need for you to worry
it only takes a little time
my heart will work again
never mind
my emotions are confused
next time I'll do better
next time I'll win
this foolish game of love
but for now I've had enough
right now I need to run away
but I'm okay


Monday, March 28, 2022

beyond the clouds


I woke up this morning
to the sound of rain upon the roof
I was hoping for some sunshine
instead I got living proof
that all is gray and dismal
and all that darkness will allow
I know there is a better life
beyond the clouds

take a little caution
when you step outside today
there are problems you can't solve and
they just won't go away
people yelling all the time
in godforsaken crowds
I know there is a better life
beyond the clouds


Sunday, March 27, 2022

what will happen


I am afraid of
what will happen
every day of my life
I speak in silence
like Charlie Chaplin
my words never come out right
but I keep on going
never knowing
just what will be
all I know is
whatever happens
will be happening to me

I wake each morning
to the fear
that today will be the day
that sudden darkness
is drawing near
and I can't run away
but I keep on moving
never improving
trying hard to hide
all I know is
whatever happens
I'll see it from the inside

          so what can I do?
          you just keep trying
          always denying
          the movement of days
          so what do I see?
          all of my somethings
          returning to nothing
          and there's not much left to say

I am afraid of
what will happen
every day that I've alive
toes keep the tempo
fingers snapping
but still hope is denied
but I keep on dreaming
planning and scheming
that someday I'll make it out
all I know is
whatever happens
is something to be without


Saturday, March 26, 2022

another day in loserville


it's another day in loserville
and I'm late for the bus
I haven't had my cup of coffee
and the weather's making a fuss
I don't believe days like these
there's no one I can trust
I might as well go back to bed
this day has been a bust

it's another day in loserville
and my girl broke up with me
there is war all over the world
I see it on my TV
I don't mean to be negative
but bad is all I see
won't you help me if you can
I'm longing to be free

         loserville
         no one wants me around
         loserville
         that's the name of my hometown

it's another day in loserville
and I'm at my wit's end
there's no one here beside me
and I haven't got a friend
I'm looking for a one-way street
to leave this town but then
seems like anywhere I go
it's loserville again