Thursday, June 30, 2022

progress is slow


progress is slow
it barely even moves
it flows like molten lava
a tiny bit at a time
progress is slow
it hardly ever improves
as it rises to the surface
of the back of your mind

trouble, on the other hand,
thinks it can outsmart us
but it only works to part us
in ways we can't ignore
but progress is slow
it barely knows we're here
it's like we've disappeared
still looking for the shore

progress is slow
you hardly can see it
hiding in the distance
nearly out of sight
progress is slow
but it still keeps on moving
pushing us onward
into the light

trouble, on the other hand,
keeps us on the ground
neither safe nor sound
it holds us in its grasp
but progress is slow
it fools us with its hiding
but all along it's deciding
that in time trouble will pass

progress is slow
but I know it is coming
out from the shadows
to show its face
progress is slow
but you've got to believe
it is there in the future
of the human race


Wednesday, June 29, 2022

this world


I cannot go out there
the world is too scary
for me to open the front door
I'm staying inside
it's too overbearing
I want to live like I did before
stuck at home
with no one around
nothing unknown
safe and sound
don't make me leave here
I can see
this world is not the place for me

lock the deadbolt
close the drapes
I'm staying indoors today
I don't need to run
or make my escape
I don't want to move either way
it's scary as sin
and frightening as hell
I'm staying in
I can't help myself
don't call my name
just let me be
this world is not the place for me

maybe someday
at a time I don't know
I will leave home sweet home
there is nowhere
for me to go
that's as good as a place of my own
head under the covers
in an unmade bed
maybe I'll discover
what lies ahead
but until that time
at home I'll be free
this world is not the place for me


Tuesday, June 28, 2022

if I sleep


if I sleep
wake me up
in case anything happens

I may look like I'm sleeping
but I'm really just waiting
for my life to begin.
I have been awake
but nothing is breathing.
everything seems to be 
running in place.
nothing moves.

so I might as well sleep
but remember wake me up
if something happens.


Monday, June 27, 2022

all I can do


all I can do
is what I must do
100 percent
all of the time
all I can be
is what I've been through
fearfully waiting
at the scene of the crime
I have been wishing
for somebody else
to be the replacement for you
but it don't do no good
nobody could
and now I don't know what to do

all I can say
words get in the way
of everything 
I'm trying to tell you
all I can see
is you in front of me
I'm safe
I have nothing to sell you
I have been waiting
all of my life
to fill the hole inside me
where my heart should be
it's easy to see
all the damage that you provide me

          damn this heart
          I'm falling apart
          is there any way you can help me?

all I can be
is an example of me
nursing a broken heart
I'll make it through
whatever I do
won't rip me apart
I have been wanting
a reason to live
where I don't think about you
now I am strong
I can get along
I can do everything
without you

all I can do
is what I must do
100 percent
all of the time


Sunday, June 26, 2022

if I were a child


if I were a child
I would be playing
with a hose in the backyard
getting all wet
not caring about clothing
enjoying the water
when you are older
you start to forget
that life was once different
and more at ease
you learned everyday
as you jumped into leaves
if I was a child
that's what I'd do
and I'd try to be
best friends with you

if I were a child
sometimes I'd be crying
when life would hand me
a bit of bad news
but then I'd be happy
wide-eyed and laughing
the world outside me
had ways I could choose
like time at the TV
or playing outside
or games where everyone
runs, jumps and hides
if I was a child
the world would be new
and I'd try to be
best friends with you


Saturday, June 25, 2022

you were a baby


you were a baby
once upon a time
you were born innocent
you had committed no crime
you laughed when you were happy
you cried when you were sad
you trusted both your parents
'cause they were all you had
now you're all grown up
but the question comes again
you were a baby
what happened way back then?

you were a baby
a long time ago
you've learned a lot since then
but there's so much you don't know
back then, you had your instincts
they told you what to do
but you don't have the memories
that should be in front of you
now you're all grown up
your childhood is all gone
you were a baby
but you still haven't moved on

          therapy and medicine
          are what you do to live
          when you don't know what happened
          there's no one to forgive

you were a baby
it's a natural fact
you can try to remember
but there ain't no going back
but somewhere deep inside you
you're still feeling all the pain
and the problems and results
are all that remain
now you're all grown up
and it's still the same old song
you were a baby
and somewhere
somehow
something went wrong


Friday, June 24, 2022

new day


I want a new day
I want a morning
that I am happy to be in
I want a new day
one with some hope
that maybe the good guys will win
I know that here
is a place we don't belong
everything we know
is turning out all wrong
and it will be so
until we find a way
to live in this world
I want a new day

I don't belong here
I should be some place
where freedom still lives on
our leaders have deserted us
worthless pieces of shit
scattered on a new-mowed lawn
I know this country
is filled with anger and hate
we must reverse the tide
before it's too late
the time is drawing near
as we sink into decay
we can't go back again
I want a new day