exist

nothing goes right
day after day
night after night
what can I say
all I ask of life
is to give me a break
but all life ever does
is make more mistakes
I close my eyes
I clench my fists
give me a reason
to exist

a wise man once said
when you are stuck
what always surrounds you
is bad luck
and bad luck
is all I've got
I say to life
thanks a lot
give me razor blades
to slash my wrists
give me a reason
to exist

I have no more hope
to settle my mind
peace in my heart
I cannot find
it's all just hopeless
and hopeless I am
help me get out
of this life that's damned
I cry when I think
of the life I have missed
give me a reason 
to exist