better way of living

you hurt me
more than you know
so I guess
it's time for me to go
hand me that shotgun
I'll put in to my head
I'll find a better way of living
when I'm dead

does it feel good
to know you brought me to this
my aim's real good
there's no way that I'll miss
there's no other answer
I can turn to instead
I'll find a better way of living
when I'm dead

          when I'm dead and gone from you
          I'll find some better things to do
          you're saying I'm chicken
          but I know that I'm brave
          your life is defined
          by my bones in a grave

you hurt me
with the greatest of speed
you deserted me
in my time of need
there's no other path
to which I'd be led
I'll find a better way of living
when I'm dead