Tuesday, April 30, 2024

everything changes


let's take it day by day
minute by minute
let's look at the day
and see what's in it
it could be the future
It could be the past
all I know is
it will not last

           because everything changes
           no one is to blame
           everything changes
           nothing stays the same


Monday, April 29, 2024

for my own behalf


I never have been listened to 
in all my days on earth
everybody thinks they know 
what's best for me
they tell me that I'm always wrong 
and that I have no worth
they see my faults
but they don't know the rest of me
and that is why 
I'm leaving town today
one last goodbye 
and I'll be on my way

          I'm going where I can be alone
          with no one else around
          somewhere I can walk on my own path
          I'm going to find my own way home
          where I can hear the sound
          of my thoughts all for my own behalf


Sunday, April 28, 2024

take me home


I just wanted to make magic
like the ones before me did
imitating others
because I was just a kid
I was learning from my elders
polishing my craft
going higher and higher
for my own behalf

          take me home
          I want to feel that feeling again
          take me home
          somewhere I don't have to pretend
          I've had my adventures
          out in the great unknown
          all I need from you
          is for you to take me home


Saturday, April 27, 2024

somebody new


I don't want to be someone else
but I don't want to be myself
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
someone with no future
someone with no past
someone with something that will always last
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new

          I'm tired of the same old same old
          I'm tired of the same old thing
          I'm tired of everybody
          I'm tired of everything

don't tell me I just need to calm down
I need somebody else around
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
give me a reason and a bottle of wine
I need some hope in this life of mine
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new

          I'm tired of the life I'm living
          I'm tired of the things I do
          I'm tired of this world around me
          I'm tired of you

I'm gonna take a look around me
I'm glad dissatisfaction has found me
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
I'm not the man that you've always known
I'm looking for a brand new home
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
I want to be somebody new
I just want to be somebody new
somebody new


Friday, April 26, 2024

I keep dreaming


I need to dream
it's a problem I have
because no matter where I am
I can't be satisfied
I just can't help it
I need it so bad
it's a feeling inside me
that cannot be denied

          so I keep dreaming
          like a natural born fool
          I don't know what else to do
          'cause my dreams 
          always lead me back 
          to you


Thursday, April 25, 2024

my story


hopefully I have some good years left
but you can never tell
I could fall off the highest mountain
or jump into a well
but I'm still out here trying
I can still live as myself
and hope that my story is not over

I don't remember much of childhood
but I got through it anyway
everything is still a blur
when it comes to younger days
so I'm out here making memories
what more can I say?
I'm hoping that my story is not over

          because there's so much to see
          friends that I don't know
          grant me just a little time
          we'll see how far I can go
          this planet is a great big world
          with lots of room to grow
          and still my story continues

each day is passing quickly
and old age is not a myth
and if you ask me what it's all about
I'll have to plead the fifth
but I still have the skills and tools
to spend my life with
I hope that my story is not over

          because there's so much to see
          friends that I don't know
          grant me just a little time
          to see how far I'll go
          this planet is a great big world
          with lots of room to grow
          and still my story continues


Tuesday, April 23, 2024

old man returning


I am an old man returning
to the secrets of my youth
back when my soul was burning
and I could see the truth
I am an old man returning
to the land of my home
it's the sweetest place I have ever known

I live inside my memories
today is not my friend
I cannot do what I please
I see hope growing thin
I live inside my memories
I cry sometimes and laugh
thinking about when I walked a straighter path

          oh, Lord, take me back
          when life was never wrong
          to the hometown of my childhood
          back where I belong

now I live in silence
I spend my days in fear
life has shown its violence
the end is drawing near 
now I live in silence
my future now has passed
I used to believe life would always last

I am an old man returning
to the scene of my youth
back when my soul was burning
and I could see the truth
I am an old man returning
to the land of my home
it's the sweetest place I have ever known