what I'm not supposed to hear

it's not a secret
what you think of me
you put it out there
for all our little world to see
but this time you got me
I can't believe my ears
I heard what 
I'm not supposed to hear

ever since I was a child
I've been the damage of good intentions
you all just mean the best
you just take the wrong direction
if I'm not up to your standards
say it to me plain and clear
instead it's something
I'm not supposed to hear