proud of yourself

you could have let me know
you could have said 
a sentence or two
you could have let me know
so I could do 
what I have to do
but instead you had
to have your way
with no thought about
anyone else
is there anything
you have to say
are you feeling
proud of yourself

you could have been a friend
you could have stopped
your two-timing ways
now we have come to an end
I'm seeing daylight
through the haze
but instead you thought
of only you
without a clue
or a reason to help
what do you want me to do
are you feeling
proud of yourself

          don't come around here
          anymore
          I don't want you knocking
          on my front door

you could have used your words
you could have quit
your deceiving style
this may seem absurd
but there's a lying face
beneath that smile
but instead
you stabbed me in the back
like the coward
that you are
I've been under constant attack
but that will only go so far
hear my words
get to hell
are you feeling
proud of yourself