weakening

I have spent my whole life being angry
I'm always pissed off, I can't help it
I try all I can, I really do
but I end up whining and selfish
this human being stuff is so damn hard
there's tunnels and highways and back roads
I try all I can, I really do
but I'm weakening under this heavy load

          let me complain
          let me remain
          oblivious to my problems
          give me a sign
          I'm falling behind
          I guess I'm resigned to solve them