remembering you

here I am again
remembering you
the only thing I know
how to do
when I need you
I go inside my heart
first I smile
then laugh
then cry
and then I fall apart

where do I start?

time and time again
remembering you
how do I stop
I don't have a clue
when I need you
I look inside my mind
first I smile
then laugh
then cry
and then you leave me behind

like I wouldn't mind

it hurts too much
remembering you
I've got to find 
something else to do
I need you more
than should be allowed
I need to stop
but I don't know how
I've thought it all
the way through
I've made up my mind
I need to start anew
but it's impossible to do
here I am again
remembering you
remembering you