a sinner like me

is there still time for salvation
for a sinner like me
who wears his damnation
for all the world to see
is there still a chance for love
for a heartbroken fool
or am I just daydreaming
just the way I did in school

why can't I
ever be satisfied
with all that's put 
in front of me
why is happiness
denied
where is what
I want to see