it's too hard

it's too hard
and I don't know what I can do
once again
I'm the victim of bad news
every day's a fuck-up
every question starts with why
I wake up every morning
afraid to be alive

it's too hard
I am pleading for my life
every day's another day
of trying to survive
every day's a fuck-up
something else to far
I wake up every morning
saying get me out of here

it's too hard
someone help me please
I don't know what I've done
to deserve this disease
every day's a fuck-up
with each step that I take
I'm on my knees and praying
dear Lord, give me a break

it's too hard
mistakes were made
I've exploded all my hopes and dreams
with a hand grenade
every day's a fuck-up
every question starts with why
I wake up every morning
afraid to be alive