to help me disappear

it was once in sight

I got lost along the way

it's happening right now 

but I'm drunk on yesterdays

pour me another drink

get that coffee out of here

I need something stronger

to help me disappear

I don't need your pity, darling,

but I wouldn't mind some help

point me in the direction

of my former self

I ain't lying to you

I couldn't be any more sincere

could your show me a way

to help me disappear

          oh, I once had dreams

          but those days are long gone

          I've given up looking

          for a reason to hold on

I'm telling you quite honest

I mean every word I say

if you ask me how I am

I'd say I'm not okay

I look at life and curse it

get the hell out of here

there needs to be something

to help me disappear