act like a grownup

I may have learned
how to act like a grownup
but I've never been good 
at playing the role
I can't remember my lines
sometimes I don't show up
I don't have my character
under control
I miss my marks
can't concentrate
never learned how to
e-nun-ci-ate
a single sonnet
or a Shakespeare play
I learned somehow
to act like a grownup
you can't believe a word I say