afraid of time

I'm
afraid of time
it is not mine
to blindly spend
is
it such a crime
to mention time
is not my friend

it keeps rushing
like the subway
and I always
miss my stops

I'm
afraid of numbers
they take space
inside my brain
problem is
all those numbers
are more or less
the same

they keeps rushing
like the subway
and I always
miss my stops

I'm
afraid of people
when you know them
too damn well
they will turn
the tables on you
they will sentence you
to yourself

they keep pushing
like the subway
and I always
miss my stops