always saying goodbye

I don't want to meet anybody
I don't want to talk
think I'll take myself
on a solitary walk
find me a tree stump
sit down and cry
I'll tell you why
I'm always saying goodbye

people will desert you
people are just cursed
people are so fuckin' sensitive
people are the worst
people live on excuses
and faulty alibis
and that is why
I'm always saying goodbye

          don't be nice to me
          don't shake my hand
          can't you see
          my emotions don't understand

some people are like diamonds
worth more than any wealth
friendly, kind and loving
in sickness and in health
I can't get to know these people
they reject me or they die
and that is why
I'm always saying goodbye