I don't want to feel anymore

I don't want to feel anymore
I need some help, doc, that's for sure
I want to become numb myself
blind, deaf and dumb myself
I can't be among myself
without a trace of mental health
I don't want to hope
I don't want to hope anymore

I don't want to dream anymore
disappointment knocking on my door
I need to respect and accept
this is as good as it gets
no need to get upset
I want a cigarette
I don't want to dream
I don't want to dream anymore