Friday, September 21, 2012

Survival tactic


So sometimes I worry about the amount of fantasizing that I do. It's amazing, more than weed, more than TV, more than computer games -- fantasy is, like, the big deal in my life.

I hate to sound like a therapist, farmboy, but how does that make you feel?

I don't know. I mean, I get it, it's a defense mechanism, it's a survival tactic. And that's okay, I guess. I mean, at least it's creative, you know?

In some ways it's less now than it was before I performed. Because in some little tiny baby way I'm living part of the fantasy...

The creative part?

Yeah, yeah, the creative part, the working part. The learning part.

The important part.

Man, you fuckin' got that right.


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