one big soup

I have
seen too many movies
read too many books
been a part of one big soup
with way too many cooks
I hope it's not too much to ask
but I sure would like to see
my own life
in front of me

so someone send me an e-mail
somebody call my cell
tell me when I need to
pay attention to myself
wake me up and take me
from my current fantasy
for my own life
in front of me