in my own damn way

I have to do everything
in my own damn way
I need to stumble around
and make my many mistakes
for better or worse
I have to dive head first
in my ocean of despair
I could worry or fret
or drink to forget
but I don't care

I have to learn everything
in my own damn way
I disregard most
of what people say
when I have to decide
between opposing sides
I take too much time
might be right
might be wrong
but I'm only along
for the ride