that reason now

no matter what I do
no matter how much I drink
no matter the weed and pills
they still won't kill
the way I think
no matter what words are said
I can't get what happened
out of my head
so I thought I'd call you instead
'cause I can't sleep a wink

          they say "to everything,
          there is a season"
          they tell me
          it always works out somehow
          they tell me
          everything happens for a reason
          well, I need to know that reason now