as for forgiveness:

as for forgiveness:
maybe someday I will
but I think
it's going to take a long long time
I'm positive
I will think about you still
but right now 
you are not welcome
in this heart of mine

maybe I'll forgive you
maybe I won't
it doesn't matter very much to me
I hope that I forgive you
but excuse me if I don't
all we can do is
wait and see

for my sake
hopefully it will happen