Some kind of break

I am so fuckin' hopeless. I don't even want to talk about it.

I'm here if you want to talk, farmboy. 

I appreciate it, man. I'm just depressed. I'm not going to do any harm...

That's good. I'm glad.

...but I just can't talk about anything. I'm just fuckin' exhausted and defeated.

You'll be okay, farmboy. There are people who care about you. I want you to know that.

I know. I just need some kind of break from being depressed. And scared and anxious.

I wish I had some weed and a long weekend.