one good reason

I am not jealous of you

I don't think

I'm just in a sea of discontent

I'm going to sink

everything has gone wrong

for so long

that I can't see up

everything I've had

is so bad

I've had enough

all I need is one good thing

to happen to me right now

I just need to gain some speed

but I don't know how

everything just sucks

and I'm fucked

I don't know where I stand

everything I have lost

I've paid the cost

for who I am

          just give me one good reason

          to stick around

          I'm just looking for something

          I've never found

I don't want answers

I just need to breathe

I'm not sure of anything

that I believe

everything has turned upside down

but I'm around

to carry the burden

I just don't know

where I should go

my heart is hurting

          just give me one good reason

          to stick around

          I'm still looking for something

          I've never found