I am not nervous now

I am not nervous now

life is treating me okay

I am not nervous now

for once I am not afraid

I'm not concerned

with tomorrow's news

and old memories

make me confused

I have the right-of-way

I am not nervous today

I don't feel sad today

I'm living in the here and now

I've tried to get there before

but I couldn't figure out how

I don't know why

but everything is working

I don't have to cry

and I've forgot all the hurting

I'm not what I was the day before

I don't feel sad anymore

          I am not thinking

          that my luck will last forever

          but I'm not running away

          I've got a new endeavor

give me just a little time

and I figure it all out

I'll find my answers deep inside

and know what it's all about

and I know perhaps tomorrow

things won't be as okay

as I'm feeling at this moment

at this time right here today

I can take on what life allows

I am not nervous now