so I can feel human again

I would like a winter wind

right about now

maybe the sun could be worse

but I don't know how

it's summer

it's August

and it's hotter than hell

take me back to the season

that I know so well

          I want a good cold breeze

          making goosebumps on my skin

          I'm waiting for summer to finish

          so I can feel human again

I would like another job

that doesn't steal my soul

I'd like the loss of my prick boss

who wants constant control

it's a living

unforgiving

it takes too much of my time

please give me the freedom

I once thought was mine

          I want to live my life

          where time can be my friend

          I'm waiting for retirement

          so I can feel human again

I would like someone to hold

through these endless nights

someone to take my loneliness

and hide it out of sight

being alone

is a danger zone

it's the place where I survive

I need to find somebody

with whom I can live my life

          I want to have a hand to hold

          a love that I can win

          I need you beside me

          so I can feel human again