disappearing

this is the part I'm not good at
leaving and saying goodbye
I've had a whole lot of practice
but it still brings a tear to my eyes
and it never gets easier
it never gets easier
no matter how hard I try
so forgive me for disappearing
like a ghost in the middle of night

          'cause it hurts too much
          it hurts too much
          to see your face right now
          so forgive me for disappearing
          that's all my heart will allow