you're not worth it

I went to my therapist
I said help me please
I've got a sad severe mental disease
he said I'm sorry
but don't come here no more
I tried to argue but he threw me out the door
     
          saying you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          so you better find someone else

So I searched for a new therapist
it took me a week
I tried to make an appointment
but before I could speak
the receptionist told me
in a voice loud and clear
the doctor can't see you now
get out of here

          'cause you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          so you better find someone else

So I found another guy
he came highly recommended
but when he saw 
the depths I have descended
he looked inside his notepad
and he said what I thought
I'll see you next week
but wait...maybe not

          'cause you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          so you better find someone else

I called suicide prevention
they put me on hold
they found a volunteer
and in a voice so bold
she said
give me facts and figures
give me this, give me that
there's others more important
but thanks for the chat
  
          because you just ain't worth it
          you not worth it
          you're not worth it
          so you better find someone else

so I got on the bus
and I took a ride
I bought a gun and, hey!
I committed suicide
but when I got
to the pearly gates
saint peter said we're full
and it's too long to wait

          'cause you're not worth it
          you just ain't worth it
          you're not worth it
          so you better find someone else
          you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          you're not worth it
          so would kindly quit yelling
          help