gotta move on

I am trying to comprehend
what it means to be a friend
lately I'm out of practice
I'm attempting to understand
how everything got out of hand
how can I attack this
I gotta use the brains God gave me
I gotta find a way to save me
from the emptiness
from the pain
from the sadness
that remains
all the guilt
all the shame
will be gone
I gotta move on