I don't want to be desperate anymore

It's just getting worse, man. Everyday is more bad news. I am so fuckin' tired. I don't want to be desperate anymore. I want to be able to have a good night's sleep where I don't wake up at 4 a.m. worrying. I don't want to be angry anymore. I don't want this world to keep closing in around me.

Are you listening? Are you out there?

I'm listening, farmboy. I wish I could do something.

I don't know what I did to be punished...

farmboy, please. Don't blame yourself.

I'm too tired to argue. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for everything.

You don't need too apologize, farmboy.

I don't know what else to do, man.